theresaconsciousflowofneverendingwordsflowingthroughmymindrightnow.
Theyallrambletogetherwithoutatruebeginingorendbuttheendresultisalwaysthesame.
Inmymindthemakesense,butassoonastheyreachmylips they all fall apart.
itsnothatIcan’texpresswhatI’mfeeling,it’sjustsometimesIfeelikeImtoscaredto.
WhathappensifIsaysomething?whathappensifIdon’t,doesitchangethings?
willitbegoodwillitbebad, or will all come out the same, broken into nonsense
that only I understood in my mind?

Thingsweresogoodbeforeitallwentwrong.Iwashappyforthemostpart,
wecouldallbehappier,butwecouldalsobealotworseoff.Iknowthatmanypeople
readthissite,butyet,Iopenmyselfupforscrutinybypostingmythoughtsforthe
worldtoread,whatwillbethe reaction?

What will be their reaction when I tell them how I really feel, will they reciprocate
with the same affection, or will it be different?

So here are my thoughts, on display for everyone to see and judge.